November 21, 2009
The detention center where I have taught has made me aware of the disenfranchisement of people in a very real way. I have understood that power and oppression are some of the forces at work within the various structures of our society, but I have never been exposed to the stories of people in that situation in such a personal way. A lot of the women in the detention center aren’t consciously aware that they are victims of the misuse of power and how it has shaped their lives and choices.
Education is one of the more obvious areas in these women’s lives where there were lasting effects of the circumstances of their lives before I met them. Much of the injustices of the educational system seemed to be related overall to socioeconomic class; at least, this seemed to be the most common thread. There seemed to be a common thread of their being devalued as women as well. Many of the women lacked a complete formal education, never having graduated from high school, with many leaving by 9th grade. The choices available to them after leaving school were very limited and the way they have been treated poorly, first by the school system that expected and offered so little, and then by employers who took advantage of the fact that they had been left with so few options. This contributed to their own poor sense of self worth which then led to many poor personal choices and ultimately to the detention center.
Their early experiences and failures at school, and the lack of support at home, affect their ability to be successful adult learners today. They have not learned to be critical thinkers; they accept others’ opinions and negative evaluations of their competency as fact and continually look outside of themselves for the right answer. They have not learned that they can control the direction their lives take because from very early on they have had authority figures explaining how things will go.
I am hopeful that when I return to the detention center we can incorporate more reflective practice in our classroom environment. In general the women have been very supportive of each other and I think more time reflecting and discussing their ideas and questions will help some of them understand the underlying influences in their lives to this point and recognize that the power to make changes really is theirs.